inspiration is you

[inspiration is you]

“Take me with you”

I whispered to the waves.

Wondering what it would feel like

To have my clothes

Cling

To my skin,

Heavy and wet.

Yearning to feel the numbness

That would blanket my body

From the cold.

- f.m.

[inspiration is you]

Sometimes

All it takes

Is a quiet moment

After a night with

Good friends

To realize

That you really are

So blessed.

That all of your chaos

And emotional turmoil

Aside,

You are loved

And supported

And blessed.

It is so easy

To feel alone

And unwanted,

But all it takes

Is a moment

To remember

You’re not.

-f.m.

[inspiration is you]

To all the children I’ve held

Know that I hold you still

Tenderly

In my heart

Wrapped in warm memories.

To all the children I’ve held

Know that I see you still,

Excited

By the possibility

Of crossing your path

When you are fully grown.

To all the children I’ve held

Know that I love you still

Wholly

Unconditionally

And passionately

No matter who you become.

To all the children I’ve held-

Even you

Who may not remember

Me-

Wherever you travel,

Know

That I hold you

That I see you

That I love you

And I always will.

- f.m.

[inspiration is you]

I wish

That the issues

Would push me away

Far enough

To never get close

To you

Again.

But the love

Keeps me

Intertwined

And I cannot

Tear myself

Away,

The good times

Keep me bound

Tightly

To you.

-f.m.

[inspiration is you]

There are so many beautiful things in this world

And yet I lay awake

Wasting my time

Thinking about you.

-f.m.

[inspiration is you]

I still touch my belly

As if it were still swollen-

Holding onto you,

Sending you

My love.

-f.m.

[inspiration is you]

Waiting for someone

Who will look at my need

For constant reassurance

As extra opportunities

To tell me they love me.

I

Am not

A burden.

-f.m.

[inspiration is you]

What a mess,

Tangled shreds of my heart

Strewn about

My mind

Unravelling

Quicker than I can gather it up.

I reach out

To draw you closer

But my hands

Leave bruises

On your shoulders

As they push you away.

-f.m.

[inspiration is you]

[ferngullym]

“Mindlessly destroying hearts In a desperate panic to save mine. Recklessly I bulldoze on Ripping hearts out as I move along. Raising havoc, chaos, madness Inside the heads of the hopeless. Pain was never an intention But simply a mere subconscious projection. I’ve built up walls and posted signs Do not go here, do not enter. But still I lure them past the gates With bait I’m sure they will not pass. But when they’ve made it past the moat When they’ve slain the dragon When they’ve made it to my tower That’s when things do turn sour. When they ask why I can not love them My one worded reply is your name.”

—

FM (via

ferngullym

)

[inspiration is you]

[ferngullym]

“I wanted to be the one To make you Happy. To be the reason you longed for Lunch break, Morning, Weekends. I was always looking for seeds I could bring to you Just to watch them blossom Out of your mouth, Anything I could give to you Just so I could Writhe Smugly, Blissfully, In your pleasure. But You tried to feed me Fish food When I am a Wolf. I wanted to make you happy But you let me starve To death.”

— FM